Death
trapped in a tiny box, no way
out and the last breathing air’s
used. nothing but darkness in the
crepuscular hours of the end. no light.
no blue smoke. only a shot of Wild Turkey 101 bought
by the riverboat captain. “where are we going? I
ask; he just smiles. “in the everywhere and nowhere
you know too damn well.”
junk hallucinations come back, the nights I puffed on
an aluminum foil pipe, when the blue vapor crawled up my
brain and engendered dreams I thought I could catch.
the tiny box is inescapable, the air’s getting thinner by the minute
and I try to savor the last drink I’ll ever have.
death’s all around and I’ve dealt with the fucker since I was
twenty. lost my Emily, lost a good friend, lost a lot of
drinking buddies that froze in parks or took the sensible way out.
all I need as I board the boat floating on the Styx river is a reassurance
that Emily’s waiting on the other side; I receive another shot of WT101.
I sink it and, with a howl, I declare, “let’s sail away, motherfucker.”
George Gad Economou has a Master’s degree in Philosophy of Science, currently works as a freelance writer, and has published three novels and three poetry collections. His latest book is Smoking Rot Gut Drinking Junk (Anxiety Press). His work has appeared in various publications, including Spillwords Press, Ariel Chart, Cajun Mutt Press, Fixator Press, Horror Sleaze Trash, Outcast Press, The Piker Press, The Beatnik Cowboy, The Rye Whiskey Review, and Modern Drunkard Magazine.