WISTFUL HIGHBALL
I’m pretending I’m not Truman Capote
as I daydream of murders here in Kansas,
and how it would feel to use words like “genre” and “Harper”
at classy parties with cocktails and tall scholars
instead of actually writing.
And since when did success become something to be feared?
I want it, warm hands on my shoulders and a cold buzz
that never fully takes shape.
I will cash every check they mail me until
I die too young, too weak of liver,
too soft of voice.
Timothy Tarkelly’s work appears in Flyover Country, The Yard, Hamburger Channel, and more. He is the author of several collections of poetry including The You We Know and Love (Spartan Press) and A Horse Called Victory (Kelsay Books). When he’s not writing, he teaches in Southeast Kansas.