solitude
more days in self-inflicted lockdown,
refusing to meet with anyone;
only company the blue smoke, the whiskey,
the blank, judgmental page.
one glass empties, another one’s poured,
bottles form a glassy sea on the floor;
every step a potential fall,
amid the dust remnants of coke lie,
as more lines are formed on the desk and snorted to rejuvenate the dying mind.
thoughts and dreams swarm by,
evaporating within the vapors of burning drugs.
from afar the cabin is visible,
lost within a dense forest eternally covered in an impenetrable mist.
all the ghosts of past moments reside between the tall trees,
hiding under the foliage,
protected by the acid rain.
once more, the colors attack, music plays despite everything being turned off;
soft whispers attack the silent night,
burning down the final remnants of peace.
empty houses all around, the streets deserted,
yet another night searching for a cold embrace,
a cheap replacement;
broken down angels residing in the darkest alleys,
searching for a way back to the realms from whence they were evicted.
another day went by, hours move slowly,
the end approaches, new streets, new view, new faces,
all will remain the same until the day the colors take over
and a brave new world finally emerges from the ashes of a burned chunk
of cheap junk.
Currently residing in Greece, George Gad Economou has a Master’s degree in Philosophy of Science and is the author of Bourbon Bottles and Broken Beds (Adelaide Books), Of the Riverside (Anxiety Press), Reeling Off the Barstool (Dumpster Fire Press) and The Omega Of Us All (Anxiety Press).