Lying on a Pillow in the Valley of Death
You would hardly turn your best guesses to hazards
of my present relaxation, bettering each of these pudgy slingshot years
lying on a pillow in the valley of death, that deep electric hum
of fingers through the mud: the marriage, heart, head, money, life lines
all on neon palm reader’s sabbatical, that scathing basic bitch teal you find
everywhere these days, in the pleated refutations of week old socks and
under thousand year old trees;
I could never truly live with another if that meant a complete
and utter surrender of the words –
I made an agreement many lifetimes ago;
there are many moving parts, but the promise is simple as churned butter
which should explain why I remain so relaxed in the enterprising trenches,
my hands behind the head I was born with,
tingling toes over the side of a bed that once took almost 14 months
to pay for on the installment plan.
Ryan Quinn Flanagan is a Canadian-born author residing in Elliot Lake, Ontario, Canada with his wife and many mounds of snow. His work can be found both in print and online in such places as: Evergreen Review, The New York Quarterly, Fixator Press, Lothlorien Poetry Journal, Red Fez, and The Oklahoma Review.