The Creation of Fathers
One way, heaps of sawdust, baseball bats,
drive to Eastern Washington to see the lake,
a western myth, an empire of rental houses,
continental drift, drinking around the holidays,
family near then split, the state divide, then this
depart once and for all down evening driveway,
I went chasing after you and even sacrificed
real estate in my soul to give you eyes,
a condition impossible to hold for long,
liberty exploding as if morning were a cannon—
I circle back north to real clouds and here also
folding wind and off again to the mountains,
a disappearing act, air barely holding that shape
so I maybe catch a glimpse in the Lincoln rock
heading up the Entiat river toward the homestead,
an almost platonic idea of it shimmering,
touchpoint at Bear Hollow where dry lightning
hits the rocks under the owls in the junipers,
golfers marching the links under smoke—
lifetimes, lifetimes of begetting the mystery
games of campfire and night story, reaching
like Adam even as the God hand slips away.
Douglas Cole has published six poetry collections and the novel The White Field, winner of the American Fiction Award. His work has appeared in journals such as Beloit Poetry, Fiction International, Valpariaso, The Gallway Review and Two Hawks Quarterly; as well anthologies such as Bully Anthology (Hopewell), Bindweed Anthology, and Work (Unleash Press). He contributes a regular column, “Trading Fours,” to the magazine, Jerry Jazz Musician; edits the selections of American writers for Blue Citadel, a department of Read Carpet journal of international writing produced in Columbia. In addition to the American Fiction Award, his screenplay of The White Field won Best Unproduced Screenplay award in the Elegant Film Festival, and he has been awarded the Leslie Hunt Memorial prize in poetry, the Best of Poetry Award from Clapboard House, First Prize in the “Picture Worth 500 Words” from Tattoo Highway, and the Editors’ Choice Award in fiction by RiverSedge. He has been nominated five times for a Pushcart and seven times for Best of the Net. He lives and teaches in Seattle, Washington. His website is https://douglastcole.com/.